Thankful yesterday, thankful today, thankful tomorrow
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Nurses are never well rested or stress-free, and their work is never quite done. But if there’s one thing a nurse is each and every day, it’s grateful.
Not just during the holidays. Not just when the calendar or trending topics remind them to be.
And so below, as a testament to a nurse’s keen sense of gratitude, Kati Kleber explores the blessings that nurses count—not on any one particular day, but always.
It’s that time of year when everyone starts to think of things they’re thankful for and talks about them on social media. Nurses, however…we are a different bunch. Every time we go into work, we are thankful.
We are not thankful for our massive salaries or bonuses. We are not thankful for predictable jobs where we are guaranteed to finish an entire cup of coffee or get at least two bathroom breaks. We are not thankful for having every holiday off with our families. When nurses think about what they are thankful for, our list looks very different than most people’s….
We are thankful that we are able to walk, talk and breathe on our own. We have seen exactly what it looks like when someone suddenly loses those abilities. We have seen the tears stream down patients’ faces as they are unable to verbalize their feelings. They let their tears fall for their nurses because they don’t want their families to see them struggling.
We are thankful we have jobs with sick time. We see patient after patient come in, jobless, who waits until the very last second to have their ailment treated because they can’t afford to pay anything or take time away from work. They wait and pray at home for things to just go away as they become exponentially worse. The man with the pain in his foot three months ago is now having it amputated. The woman with untreated diabetes whose vision was getting blurry earlier this year is now blind. The young mother of four with a respiratory infection that she hoped would go away on its own because she couldn’t take any time off…who is now intubated and sedated in the ICU, in acute respiratory distress syndrome…whose fingers and toes are starting to turn blue and purple from all of the medications she’s getting just to keep her blood pressure up…who is now a DNR.
We are thankful and constantly in awe of medical advancements. The concert pianist who came in with a stroke and was unable to speak at all received tPA; and after a few hours of being distraught and unable to communicate, all of a sudden can speak as clear as a bell and cannot stop crying out of joy.
The 55-year-old dad and construction worker who went down at work, but because of his coworkers immediately starting CPR, a hypothermia protocol, and a quick-acting medical team and nursing staff in the emergency department/cardiac intensive care unit, he will be able to see his daughter graduate from college. The man who is severely depressed because he has been unable to stop hiccuping for seven years has an operation and sleeps through the night for the first time because they’re finally gone; a few nurses have walked in on him crying with a smile on his face.
We are thankful for our friends, families and support systems. We see patients come in with no loved ones, friends or wards of the state. Shift after shift goes by and no one comes to see them. It breaks our hearts. We spend extra time in their rooms. Give them extra care. We try not to think about their loneliness at home because it hurts too much.
We are thankful for justice and righteousness. We are thankful when we see a physician have a tough but necessary conversation with a family who never sees their loved one and insists on keeping them alive and putting them through painful procedure after painful procedure, even though the medical team has extensively explained that they will not survive or have a meaningful life.
Or when the doctor stands up to the patient who has been belittling the nurse for the last nine hours; or when abuse is identified and the patient is finally removed from the environment and feels safe at last; or when the nurse practitioner explains to the emotionally absent family of the patient with mental illness exactly what is going on in their loved one’s brain and it finally makes sense to them—and they stop treating them like they need to “just get over it.”
We are thankful for silence. With phones constantly ringing, patients calling out with needs, doctors rounding, pumps beeping and alarms going off, we are filled with joy when that car door closes and we hear absolutely nothing. It is the sweetest sound.
We are thankful for life. When a normal day at work consists of walking through someone’s worst nightmare, you hug your loved ones a little tighter that night. You cuddle your pets a little longer. You aren’t as quick to be angry. You are keenly aware that it was not your life that just permanently and radically changed—it was the people that you just spent the last 12 hours with, trying to emotionally support them through.
A day in the life of a nurse is a constant and humbling reality check. Sometimes you have to try really hard not to think about how thankful you are in that moment because the sheer emotion from it can take over and make you unable to function. But that is the life I chose, and I wouldn’t change it for anything.
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Kati Kleber BSN, RN CCRN is a a nationally certified critical care nurse located in Charlotte, NC. She is the Nurse Advisor and Editorial Director of the #ProtectNurses initiative, and will be guiding the content we curate, create, and share back with you. Kleber, aka Nurse Eyeroll, is a popular blogger, the voice behind the wildly successful #ProTips series, and a frequent speaker on nursing leadership. You can buy her book "Becoming Nursey" at nurseeyeroll.com, Amazon, Barnes and Noble, and other sites. She also has two more books in the works, which will be published by the American Nurses Association and on shelves Feb. 2016!
By Kati Kleber BSN, RN